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Please fight...I don't think he gets it.  
Im not askin ghim to do this for him. I know its selfish but I need him to do this. I need him to fight, to try.   
He has given up, i guess i might in his place, but i need him WE need him.  
 
I know he is probably tough enough to keep sane through this but its killing me. It hurts more than i can explain.   
Doesn't he love us? doesn't he need me too?   
If he did he would do this, he would fight, if he needed me the same as i need him he wouldn't give up, he would do everything, anything.   
Doesn't he see the pain we are in. Can't he tell that when we look Please fight...
by ~zoeena
I remember, do you?I remember being scare once, do you? I still laugh about it. I was 4, and there was a monster in my closet. But you came in and you wore a pot on your head and held a wisk and threw the door open and restled with my dress.  
 
I rememeber when i was sad, do you? I remember well. I was six, i fell off my bike. But you came and wiped away my tears and fixed my knee's.   
I remember being angry, do you? I doubt you could forget. I was 10, James broke my favourite cup. I yelled and screemed but you came in and we sat down and MADE a brand knew cup, just me and you.   
I remember being broken, do you? I thought my lif I remember, do you?
by ~zoeena
BrokenIt wasn't a dark scarey night, it wasn't raining, the wind didn't howl through the trees. It was normal, and the sun was in the middle of the sky.  All the movies and stories tell you that its meant to be bad, the weather is a very important part in the decision to take a girl walking alone. Nothing bad ever happens at 1pm, thats not a scarey time. Just after lunch, people are meant to be relaxing or working. Not abducting 19 year old girls. Its unheard of.   
But they did ad they didn't grab me and put a black pillowcase overmy head. there was no gag made out of a scrap of old filthy material or gaffa tape. I didn't get bound Broken
by ~zoeena
I can't sleep.I'm so tired, i'm so scared, i'm so so tired.   
I have never been so afraid of closing my eyes, what if i never wake again? what if the last thing i see is the pastel blue of my ceiling, the last thing i feel the silk sheets surrounding me.  Those sheets, they suffocate. they hold me tight. I CANT MOVE. To tight, to tight.  
that roof.. it's falling. i dont want it to fall.. i can't breath. STOP.   
 
I never used to be like this, honest. I was sane once, once i could sleep without the fear of neverending darkness. Once i had faith. I beleived in something but now I don't. I can't. after everything its to h I can't sleep.
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Mon Jun 29, 2009, 4:04 PM
So.... my dads pretty much dying and he s an arse and wont go to the doctor... OK he's not that bad but he is still an ARSE!!! i go through waves of anger at him cause... hes dying.. and doesn't seem to give a shit that he's leaving behind 4 daughters that will never have him at their wedding, 2 that he will never see their childrens faces.... 4 sons that will break inside and not show their feeling cause they are farmers.... and he has given the fuck up and now im pretty much crying and im at work.. lol...

ANYWAY!! i may ring him and tell him how hard it will be for us if he dies now... I shouldn't cause it will break his heart but im about sick of him breaking ours...



in less emo news.. just... im listening to Ronan Keatings new album.. I know its ronan Keating so most people are going to ignore it but if you ever want to listen to some really powerful music get his album he made for his mum (who is dead btw) it has some of the sadest songs ever written in it.. NOT good work music however.. but really good my dads an arse music :)

Im not as bad as im making out, anyone who is reading this, i will be fine, dad should be fine... we'll get him to the doctor.. its been done before... even if it involves one hell f a guilt trip and he hates us for pushing.

HALFWAY THROUGH THE YEAR!!! thats pretty exciting. I love marist but can't wait to start uni, and finish :)

I should do work now.. oh.. crap.. its mummas arms, the song... SAD SAD SAD!!! basically a boys mum dies and its told from one little boys point of view... and fricking ronan is to good at singing with emotion.... "You ride back home in a limosine, the sadest car that you've ever hear, your brother cant look you in the eye"---- LISTEN TO IT


So im good :) haha... i am fine.. getting lots of seasons of dvd's.. charmed, mentalist, moonlight, NCIS and others.......

CELTIC SONG!!!!! LOL!!!! "bloom'n" ahahahaaa... and hither... LOL!! tin whistle

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  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Mamma's arms, SAD SAD
  • Reading: traineeship crap

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  • Current Residence: Tasmania, not tanzania- Australia people
  • Interests: Sports
  • Favourite movie: GABRIEL!!! Eragon, Transformers, Lagaan
  • Favourite band or musician: TRIPOD, lol, they crack me up, oh and Brett Lee's version of Ronan Keatings 'When you say
  • Favourite genre of music: TRIPOD, I dont know what thats actually called, aucoustic comedy??? and Country, its got nice lyrics
  • Favourite style of art: My brothers-keltic/graphic design and realism (my mums)
  • MP3 player of choice: Anything that works
  • Wallpaper of choice: dont have one
  • Favourite game: well cricket but only if we start beating India again.. COME ON!!!!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Zoe or Cookie Monster -Sesame street
  • Personal Quote: cause thats normal? fails at life!

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~Beware-of-Randomness Sep 20, 2009, 11:27:32 PM
ZOE!!!!

Is it under the bread!?!?

Haha, I found you Zoe, wasn't exactly hard. Btw, your work: wow!

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"I got sunshine, on a cloudy day. When it's cold outside, I got the month of may."

Turn it round change the feel.
Make it your own now it's real.

A bull ran through a red light.
Police Man: I don't think bulls fully understand the concept of red lights.
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~7th-Lucky-Star Sep 9, 2009, 4:55:54 PM
hey zoe, watch me back! nonny hehe xox

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~zoeena Sep 20, 2009, 3:05:06 AM
NO

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you dont need them, you've got yourself, you've got God...
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Mood: Humor ~7th-Lucky-Star Sep 20, 2009, 3:21:35 AM
lol you sac! thnks for taking time out of your busy day to make sure i didnt steal anything in th costume room! lol

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~isoselees Aug 4, 2008, 3:45:02 PM
V.O.M.M.I.T!!!!!!!!!!
lol hey zoe!! i added you
i dont have very much to watch but i'll wat you lol
geeze that sounds creepy!!!
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~homicidalmaniac69 Mar 16, 2008, 9:50:26 PM
RAH Hello Zoe..... *insert creepy stalker music* i know who you are........

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~~~~Pheobe :P~~~~
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~zoeena May 3, 2008, 7:26:05 PM
And yet i dont know who you are and am pretty sure i dont know a Phoebe but apparently you know geminikitten so i should know you...I could say hi pheobe and pretend to know you so you think i know you but you might know that i am trying to get you to think i know what you know about who you are and so as i know you may know that i dont know who you are ill just say..."WHO IS THIS"?

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~zoeena May 4, 2008, 2:07:20 PM
riiiigggghhhhtttt....When i saw thingo in your pictures i thought it might be you but then i saw phoebe and im all like ???????...anyway, back to ignoring you until you apolagise for baging out the best religion in the world

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..."you were always my Lancelot, I was just never your King..."
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~homicidalmaniac69 May 3, 2008, 8:21:24 PM
ya idiot, this is steph. Pheobe is my online name, has been for about 5 years.

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~tommypancakes Jan 10, 2008, 6:05:05 AM
thanks for taking the time to comment and fav all those photos :)

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